November 2009
Dec 12, I never got the date wrong.
What makes you weak and I make you real strong I still think about you even though I know your gone.
Big dreams, real things, you and me, I wanna make up for the things that I never said, and you kept me going babe I knew you were the one but you did me wrong so that took out all the fun but don’t forget I’m your number one love baby.
You left me once, left twice, you left me three times I can’t believe it but I still want you by my side I see you around, winding and doing your thing I keep a smile but you know inside I feel ashamed.
Makes me remanise when I hear people say your name,Your the only one, I know inside you feel the same It’s all I good baby, I’m not asking much.
it’s me and you and your the only one, I wish I was the one you want, I tell the truth even though sometimes you think I lie It’s all good baby, I’m alright But you won’t see me cry, another tear about it c’mon It never really mattered too much to me, That you were just too damn cold for me.
I’m single now, we can talk if your feeling hurt I try to call you but you still not picking up the phone.The pain is over me but now I’m bout to lose it.
it took a while before I even said I loved you.You never complained.You tried me and well infact I tried too.You played games when it’s like I never played you I’m talkin from the heart baby,tell me what I’m sayin I’m on my knees, hands together, rainy nose, I’m prayin.You can do you And I think it’s time I do me.So do you? And I think it’s time I do me Yeah, you know Everything happens for a reason man I just wanted you to know I still care for you I still love you Yeah
It never really mattered too much to me,That you were just too damn cold for me.
but i give up, i don’t want to but i know i need to.
“I make mistakes. I have regrets. I like being alone. I’m always late. I hate school. I don’t like being wrong. I’m a huge procrastinator. I hate being ignored. I cry. I’m shy. I have enemies. I can’t sing. I laugh way too loud. I can’t look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me. I’m not perfect. So walk away if you want because I’m not going to be who I’m not. This, I promise you.”
at this mess i made, never again will i run in place.
October 2009
that nobody else can see,
all of these emotions are pourin out of me,
I bring them to the light for you It’s only right
you’re not the only one who stays up at night.